Trying not to wear your heart on your sleeve,
How can you expect compassion?
It's always the same shit we're going through,
Mashed potatoes every day,
It never alters, never changes.
You rescue yourself from from one day to another
And for what?
There is nothing to expect,
You're left alone forever.

Everything is grey, sky, street... people...
Can you feel the world rot?
It's scum and we are part of it.
I want to believe in angels, nirvana, justice, whatever.
But i cannot.
Everyone is lying straight into your face
Since the day you were born
And until you're old enough to fool yourself.
Society is a worldwide trap.
The only good things in life reveal as hallucinations.
This is hell,  THIS  IS  HELL!!

I hear the clocks ticking
(tick, tock)
The painkillers are wearing off
(tick, tock)
Every ticking will bring me closer to salvation
(Tick, Tock)
I'm cheating myself.
(TICK, TOCK)
               AGAIN.

It is getting lonelier around here,
The hands to pull me up have disappeared.
Frustrating, I never saw them wave goodbye.
That can't be true, nothing of this is really happening.
I have to stop before I catch myself cheating AGAIN.

Is this the world you wanted, God?
To give just to take back again doesn't do anything,
It makes it only worse.
Why is it not in reverse,
that movies were real and life was just fiction?
I don't give a fuck about happy-ends.
Someone just let down the curtains please.
Everybody stand up please,
The stage is getting closed.

    Lights
            out.